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Thursday, 05 November 2009

  • Forgotten, Rejected, Neglected, Used and Unloved.......... instead of LOVED, FORGIVE and SERVED!

    Once again while lying in bed attempting to fall asleep a few nights ago; I began to think back over the grave yard of memories of time I had felt forgotten, rejected, neglected, used and unloved. These were feelings that I was once again allowing to rise in my heart, and then that still small voice came to me once again and said “my child you know I love you and know that even when you know I love you, though  it doesn’t take away those stinging feelings that are now over flowing in your heart! I understand those feelings all to well, because you see that is how I feel so often when you forget about me. It hurts me when you don’t take the time to read those letters I wrote to you so long ago. When you don’t have time for those little things I’ve asked of you because you are to busy to those “BIG” things that you feel are so much more important. You our to busy “SERVING” me you don’t have time to just sit down and talk with me joke and laugh together as I want to do with you so much. You’re just too angry and hurt to let me in to help you. You’ve become self reliant and independent in unneeded determination to prove you can survive on your own with out help! You think you can protect you self by handling everything you self and not allowing anybody in to help you for free they will hurt you!  You’ve put up a front to make it look like to others your fine and nothing anybody can do or say will bother you. You think that by not showing emotion you some how protect yourself from failure and being vulnerable to hurt once again! Listen to me though my child I see your secret tears and the aching of your heart, I see it all even your weaknesses and failures I see, yet all the while I’ve been reaching out to you wanting to hold your hand through it all wanting to comfort you! You’ve pushed me aside and rejected me though you don’t have time for me because you’ve to busy doing “MY” work! All I want from you is for you to spend time with me though and show me you’re Love for me that way!

    Ashamed and humble I lifted my eyes towards those of my Saviors and said “Oh my God forgive for rejecting you and neglecting, using and not loving you like I should! For it is I who has done the greatest wrong and the caused the biggest hurt! After all you’ve done for me and how faithful you have been, how could I have treated you this, forgive for I’m only a little human!” 

    The most beautiful thing about this picture is that God’s is LOVE and FORGIVINESS and we don’t need to beg for it over and over again all we have to do is and it is His free and willing given gift that He has waiting for us with our very own name on the package! Remember as Thanksgiving and Christmas our fast approaching not to forget about the God we’re celebrating! That turkey on the table is not just and traditional dinner, it is something were are thankful for and we’re thankful for it because it is a sign and reminder of God’s unceasing love for us! It is His gift to us!

    What about those present you and have to remember to get for those family members and the ones you expect that somebody else will remember to get for you! Those again aren’t just expected traditions rapped up in pretty paper and ribbon. Those our sign and example of His love a mercy so consistently given to us all the time!   

    Remember the LOVING and FORGIVING God we’re serve and don’t lose Him in your busy day and turkey with dressings and raping paper and paper and ribbon! God’s greatest sing of love towards us was not in His abundant provisions and birth, but that He LOVED us and FORGAVE us so much and so fully that He was willing to DIE the death on that horrible old rugged cross, that we might live to LOVE, FORGIVE and SERVE others to His glory!  

Monday, 11 May 2009

  • God Knows and Cares!


    My brethren, count it all joy when ye fall into divers temptations; Knowing this, that the trying of your faith worketh patience. But let patience have her perfect work, that ye may be perfect and entire, wanting nothing.
    James 1:2-4

    Okay so this verse is a hard one to do right! I know it is true and is what we should do it, but I don't want to count it all joy! Divers temptations most of the time equals emotional pain, believe it or not I don't thieve on emotional pain. It is often times hard to believe that God is in control of our lives, but at the same time not to be blamed for the bad/hard/hurtful things in our live! He is a loving God that wants only the best for us, but yet allows bad things to happen! (But as it is written, Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither have entered into the heart of man, the things which God hath prepared for them that love him. 1 Corinthians 2:9)
    It is like watching a father take a young child by the hand a teaching him to walk. While the child learns to take the first steps sometimes he stumbles and fall. His knee and hands are now scarped and bleeding, but the father reaches out to his crying hurting little child and says "your okay don't cry, your just learning come lets try again." Then with it's scares and tear stained face the child grabs the fathers hand once more trust that it is worth it and everything will be okay. The fathers words did not take away the child's pain or heal his scrape's, but it gave the child comfort and peace and regain a willingness to try again.
    So the seen play it self out again and they child falls a second time and the father again tells the child to try again saying your doing better your learn. Time again the seen plays out before your eyes, the child now skill and bleeding keeps trying to please the father and trust the it will all work out for the best! But the father is still persistent and does not just pick the child up and cares him, but still continue to urge the child to try, try again. You want to spot this cruel seen from being repeated again you want to take the child in your arms and hold it and comfort it, to dress it's wounds and carry it so it does not get hurt again! But alas you can't it is not your place it may not make sense or look like it, but the father loves that child so deeply he wants the best for it! He has a vision for this child to run and play to preserver and not give up! (He giveth power to the faint; and to them that have no might he increaseth strength. Even the youths shall faint and be weary, and the young men shall utterly fall: But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint. Isaiah 40:29-32)
    This is a vision you and I don't see don't understand, we are angry and think he is ask to much! But is he? Or are we asking to little would we be crippling the child buy not making keep on trying even when it is hard! Would be teaching him to give up and cry and say carry me!
    Just as this father has a vision for his child our Father in heaven has a vision for us! (Thou wilt shew me the path of life: in thy presence is fullness of joy; at thy right hand there are pleasures for evermore. Psalm 16:11) It is so temping to say He does not understand He does not love me! This is to much I can't do it, He's pushing to far to hard! But is He or does HE know something about us that we have yet to find out? Will we trust Him, love Him and walk with Him or will we give up! Will we allow someone else to come in and "Rescue" us from what seams to be cruel and unfair or will we stick it out to the end with Him and let Him preform His perfect work in our lives.
    We aren't perfect and we won't respond perfectly, but He is and His plan for us is. He does not call the prefect but He perfects those He calls!

    There are many devices in a man's heart; nevertheless the counsel of the LORD, that shall stand.
    Proverbs 19:21

    And be ye kind one to another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God for Christ's sake hath forgiven you.
    Ephesians 4:32

    I don't have the right to have people love me the way I think I should be loved or say and do things for me the way I think they should! If I expect other to love me, be loyal, kind and caring I will be disappointed, hurt and angry! Because things never happen as we think they should and people never the wonderful friends and family we feel they should be that is life! So we have to live and deal with life and that means yielding our right to being love and treated they way we think we should and forgiving all those around us for the hurt they have caused in our life! NOT EASY!! But it is what we must do and it will be worth it in the end! (Behold, God is my salvation; I will trust, and not be afraid: for the LORD JEHOVAH is my strength and my song; he also is become my salvation. Isaiah 12:1)

    Well these our a few things the Lord has been speaking to me about about and I pray that maybe it might bless you as well!

    Mercy unto you, and peace, and love, be multiplied.
    Jude 1:2

Friday, 06 March 2009

  • ROUND-UP CAMP SPRING 2009

    HIGHER GROUND

    MINITRIES


    “I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.”                                   Philippians 3:14

     

    April 17-19



    Come and join us at the

    YR ranch for three days packed with ranch life and fun activities!

     



    Experience the Nature of God at the YR Ranch Spring Higher Ground Round-Up! Each day we will explore different aspects of God and His Word through quality time with your trail mates and ranch hand counselor in bunkhouse devotions,

    exciting cowboy chapel sessions, and plenty of teachable

    moments throughout the day. You’ll also discover how much fun your Christian walk can really be! Every day will be filled with training sessions, games, skits, activities and challenges that will make your experience at the Ranch one that we pray will last for a lifetime.

     

    These camps offer plenty of "hands on" horse experience while still giving you a chance to enjoy many of the regular activities of camp. You will be challenged spiritually by exciting Bible studies and special cowboy chapel. Expect to grow closer to God while enhancing your horsemanship skills. Imagine an early morning horseback ride to a special spot nestled in the woods for a hot & hearty breakfast cooked over an open fire with an encouraging campfire devotional! Also, you will enjoy taking an evening ride out on the trails, followed up by food and marshmallows over an open fire along with a special sing-a-longs and evening devotions before turning in for the night.

    You will also be able to experience God’s creation in an entirely  new way! Learn and apply campfire techniques, basic first aid, shelter construction, open-fire cooking, and other wilderness survival skills. See God’s fingerprints all through His creation as you embark on this exciting Round-Up

    designed to motivate you to higher ground in your daily walk with God, by broadening your understanding of who God is!

     




    Ages: 8 and up

    Cost:

    Overnight: $75

    Daytime Only: $50

     

    SPRING SPECIAL OFFER:

    Bring your Horse: $10 additional

     

    Registration begins at 3 p.m. on Friday and the Round-up will end at 3 p.m. on Sunday. If you choose not to stay overnight in the bunkhouse for cowgirls and cabin tents (or hay loft) for cowboys. You may select the daytime only reduced cost option.

     

    For more information or to

    pre-register contact:

    Brystol Reckner

     


Monday, 19 January 2009

  • Howdy y'all!

    I just thought I'd take a quick moment to update you with a little bit of my ranch life! I just got set of new working border collies! I plan to use them for breeding as well as working livestock! I thought maybe some of you may enjoy seeing them. I plan on posting a longer update on my life latter, but for now this will have to work!




Monday, 01 December 2008

  • A 103 almost a 104 and for and has gone home!



    My Great Grandmother went to the loving arm's of our Savor at the age of 103 almost a 104! She was a wonderful Godly women that always smile and sang the lords praises every day! She was a great example to me of a Proverbs 31 women and I pray that my life would have the same impact on others as hers did and I would be like her in my old age!


    This picture was taken on my Grandma Ida on her 100th Birthday with Bryce and Clayton! She hardly aged at all before her death! She truly reap the blessing of a Godly life!

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